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Mood:// iMA DiE! G0 AWAY CRAMPz G0!

Hello!

Why how are yah?! haha

Yeah i havent blogged in here in hella L0NG! but yeah thats a good thing. cause man. if i blogged in here every single day of my life. it would just be about randomness and what i did that day. haha. which was more the likely nothing. as always. i`m just chillen. and the PMS state has reached me once again. what is with this? ive never had it this bad in my life. this is the worse in the life. << yeah i got that from kayla. cause shes a loserface that is some sort of fob even tho she doesnt know how to speak tagalog or anything. haha. what a damn loser.

So the Kci and JoJo concert was awesome. i touched JoJos head. cause some guys hella pulled him down from the stage. it was freaking crazy. ohh yeah some chicks almost started squabbin cause i duno. they`re gay. ST0CKT0N is MAJ0R GAY. haha.

Four more weeks i believe and i`ll become a Senior. ahh?! crazy. im kina not wanting to be a Senior. damn. i guess it has to come sooner of later rite? haha. Bye Bye all the great friends that are seniors! you all suck ass. cause you`re leaving us behind. but whatever. SEE Y0U AT DELTA! haha.

Well the weather has been good up intill yesterday. wth was that?! it was all in the 80`s and stuff. but then for some strange reason. when i walked out of 5th period it was overcast. yet hella warm. yeah. i wanted to wear a skirt. good thing i didnt. cause that would be like whoa no. no no. haha

As for Michael and i. its going to be Fourteen months tomorrow! yayers. but i duno if i get to see him cause he`s either prolly going to be working or out with his cousins. you see his cousins came down cause they moved or whatever. haha. i duno when i get to see the house. cause yeah i`m weird.

My mom is coming back in like 2 weeks i believe? i duno but wow. that went super fast. its like. M0M Y0UR BACK? since when? haha. no not reallie. i just want to see the pix of the house. and hopefully its not all Fobbed out and shit. I talked to her the other and she said she got me and sol hecka clothes. i just want some tubes cause i know that this summer is going to be hecka freaking hot.

Speaking of summer. Retreat is going to be July 15. yes it is. i duno if i want to Staff or not. i duno. i`m kina not feeling it. maybe i should take a year off for a lil. i duno. depends. maybe i`ll just do kitchen staff and have my brother take me to coperopolis. i duno. come to think of it. i need to finish filling out the application yah feels? i should get started.

Jessica`s Cotillion is today. and i`m just waiting for time to pass. yeaup. i`m going to be riding with Ej. haha. wow. fun car ride. major randomness. haha. Today is also West Highs prom. and kayla miranda is going to be there. i hope she has mucho fun. i`m going to her house to see her get all nice and princess looking haha. shes prolly going to look so beautiful. haha.

Song::

Makes me Whole. Amel Lauriex

Darlin I want you to listen,
I stayed up all night
So I could get this thing right.

And I don't think that anything's missin,
'Cause a person like you
made it easy to do.

I've waited for so long...
to sing to you this song.

CHORUS
Cause your eyes are the windows to heaven
your smile could heal a million souls
Your love completes my existence
Your the other half that makes me whole.
Your the only other half that makes me whole.

I think the angels are your brothers
they told you about me
said your just what she needs.

And I find myself
Thanking your mother
For giving birth to a saint
My spirit flies when I say your name.

If there's one thing that's true
Is that I was born to love you.

CHORUS

You make my dreams
Come true over and
over again

And I honestly, truely believe
You and me are written in the stars

I lived my whole life through
Just given thanks to you...

CHORUS

Mood:// uhm just chillen.

Hey.

Well well. life has been such an amazement. NOT. yeah the only good thing that is happening is the love that i have for Michael. cause yano it grows and grows with each and every single moment i have in my life. yes its that strong.

School is cooL. just a whole bungalo of nothing. im kina doing good in my classes. its just those days that i have missed have caused me to become really lazy to do my work. but have no fear. i will get back into school mode. just in a matter of moments. 1... 2... 3... NOPE. nevermind. haha.

Life is cooL. i have some plans coming up. yessir i do. this week. uhm i was going to go to Sasha`s party. then come to think of it. its more likely that certain people are going to be going. and honestly. i dont want to go and see them. taking a chance of ruining my day? i think not! but yeah. im going to start going to Te Poe practices again. My senior project depends on it. haha. but seriously. im so happy. im going to get my nice body back. haha. YAYERS!  hopefully get a good tan and all. i wanna get back to being all exercising motivation blah blah bull crap that i used to be. cause seriously. these luv handles arent doing it for me anymore. On the 16th im going to the Kci and Jo Jo concert with Lover dear and her madre. Then the week later im going to Jessicas cotillion. whoo? haha. im just waiting. its going to be the last times everyone is going to be together.

About prom. i aint going anymore. dont reallie want to. i seriously just dont want to go. i dont want to waste my moolah. haha. but hey Next year!  yah feel me? There is only one person i want to go to prom with and thats Michael. but he cannot go because hez going to Disneyland. and i know yall think im stupid and what not. but hey thats how i feel and so i think that you should just Live with it.

Well im going to put a song down. and im going to type it. instead of copying and pasting it form letssingit.com im going to have to type it.

Song Name :: Lemonade
Artist :: Passion.

Shes my sunshine in the rain.
My Tylenol when in pain. yeah.
Lemme tell you what she means to me.
Like a tall glass of lemonade.
When its burning hot a summer day. yeah.
Shes exactly what i need

Shes soothing like,
The ocean rushing on the sand
And she takes care of me,
And she helps me be a better man
Shes so beautiful
Sometimes i stop to close my eyes
Shes exactly what i need

Shes my smile when im feeling blue
My goodnight Sleep when the day is through yeah
Lemme tell you what she means to me
(its kina like this)
Kina like the feeling after your first kiss
Except that everyday she makes me feel like this
Shes exactly what i need.

Shes soothing like,
The ocean rushing on the sand
And she,  takes care of me
And she helps me be a better man
Shes so beautiful
Sometimes i stop to close my eyes
Shes exactly what i need